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i gooot hooeessss, in different area codes [11 Sep 2009|01:32am]
my stomach hurts:( and i cant get to sleep.
and i just started getting really emotional out of nowhere tonight. so i better be starting my pdot. just sayin.

booooo (not about my pdot, thats why better than being preggers...WAYYY better. id just appreciate it if my stomach would stop hurting so i could sleep).
also, i miss ross and megan and madi. and since im pretty sure youre the only three people that read my lj, i thought id let you know:) ily&imy.


but other than that, i love life. :)


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[04 Sep 2009|01:04am]
 i feel weird. 


i wish ethan lived with me. i just want to cuddle.

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[28 Jun 2009|11:23pm]
 ahhhhh, loss issues. 
fuck you.


its so frustrating. 
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[17 May 2009|11:50pm]

Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
and I love you for giving me your eyes
staying back and watching me shine and I didn't know if you knew
that I had the best days with you.


God I miss my mom so much sometimes.
like right now.

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[10 Mar 2009|02:52pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

 I feel like my life can clearly be divided from childhood and adulthood.
i know its bc of my mom, but when i think about life with her, i think of childhood.
the day she died i became an adult.
i feel like i've grown so much since then, and i've become my own person. 

but i'd much rather be a child sitting in her mom's lap.
but i dont even know if that's true.
oh life, 
you just have to be so confusing, don't you?

i dont really know the purpose of this post. i know theres probably only 2 or 3 people who will read it.
i'm not looking for advice or sympathy. i just really needed to state that i feel so different. 
so much has changed in the past 6 months. SO MUCH.
and i just don't know how to feel about it.
i guess this is growing up.
i just feel like ALL of my growing up has happened in half a year and i feel like thats so fast. 

anyways, i am happy. this makes it sound like i'm miserable. but i'm really not. 
i'm so thankful for my life and the people in my life. God's given me more than i could even possibly begin to list. 
i guess i've just been thinking since i've been sick and theres nothing else i feel like doing.
and school is killing me this semester.
thank God next week is spring break. 
i need a break. 

anyways, i love you all.
:)

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[05 Mar 2009|11:20pm]
 i need this semester to be over before i lose my mind.


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[26 Jan 2009|10:32pm]
I don't know about you, but abortion disgusts me.

http://www.fightfoca.com

please sign it. 
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[25 Dec 2008|04:54pm]
 It's not the same...
i miss you everyday.
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[29 Nov 2008|01:14am]
 you know, i still need someone to take care of me.
just saying.
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[26 Nov 2008|02:02am]
 Dear Jacksonville,
 
Fuck you and your detours.

Love, 
Lauren
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